Winter's here and I am having a hard time with the change in season. My daily "schedule", which I created to keep me up and running over the summer and fall, has seemed to disappear with the sunlight.
The biggest impact has been on my sleep. Last week I had 2 all-nighters. I kept telling myself I had to go to sleep, but then I thought, "What for, its not like I have to go to work tomorrow." As a result, I look like the walking dead no matter how much make up I put on. And overall, I feel like crap.
The lack of sleep has also affected my eating and gym habits, which I was so good about over the summer. I'm eating junk and fast food instead of preparing meals, and I either nap though the gym classes or just decide to skip them. A part of me says, let it go, you can snap back after the holidays. But I think I'll work on fixing things this week. I can't afford the slippery slope.
So far the job market is about the same as it has been the last 7 months. I hear reports of things getting better, but so far haven't seen any changes. A few calls here and there, but nothing substancial. I have to control what I can...and right now it is my health. The rest will come when it comes.
I can't let the weather get me down. I have to keep moving.
Hang in there people...there is sunlight at the end of the tunnel. In the meantime, I guess I'll use a flashlight.
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